Just went shopping with mother!
Bought shorts and bathing suit cover at Academy, then a nice jacket and pants at Eddie Bauer, anddd my new backpack from The Backpacker!!!
(Osprey Viva 65) - pretty awesome!
I’m getting totes excited!!!
1 more week til my birthday, 4.5 more weeks til Lolley comes in, and 6 more weeks til Europe!!!!!
Well, only been two days since he left. I’m trying to find stuff to keep me busy. It’s getting easier, but harder at the same time. We are in constant communication which eases it, yet it also makes me miss him so much. Especially when he tells me how much he misses me and talks about us together and such.
He did tell me that he doesn’t think he’ll be up there longer than expected. He said perhaps as little as 60 days - which would be perfect (that would be when I got back from Europe). But I’m not going to get my hopes up… I did that last time he was out of town.
Until then though, I just have to keep busy and deal with it the best I can.
Welp, dropped Lolls at the airport a bit ago. Super bummed, got choked up, tried not to cry, hated it.
These past 5 months with him being back home, and especially these past 5 days, have been great with him. Like, just seriously great. After never really returning the sentiment, I finally told him that I love him… yeah… that’s huge for me. But, it’s true. But, it also makes him leaving for another few months incredibly hard.
At least he’ll come in every month… it’s still hard though.
I guess I’m just going to focus on planning the trip to Europe and turn my attentions elsewhere (or try).
I just feel lost…
Welp, I knew life was going too well.
Lolls is leaving Monday for a couple months to Ohio.
I am completely bummed, and I don’t quite know how to deal with it. It’s not like the last time. More emotions I guess.
It just really sucks. And I don’t know how to respond, because this is his job. He’s excited to go and move up in the company, and I don’t want to be all sad and depressed about it. But I really am.
I am going from seeing him everyday, to not seeing him for months….This shit is going to be tough…
Cooked an amazing dinner last night with Lolls - chicken kebabs, roasted rosemary red potatoes, and a greek salad with wine. I must say, I did pretty good!
Tonight we’re cooking Alaskan salmon that his father caught, with some salad, grape leaves, and possibly green bean almondine or potatoes. Still trying to figure it out, haha.
It’s been great just hanging and cooking with him. We laugh, make fun of each other, never fight, have great conversations, and have mind-blowing sex (and last night was some of the best sex I’ve ever had - even might top our porn star night - fucking amazing!).
Can’t wait til later!
Woah, got a little drunksies last night.
Started with a beer at Tap, went to Bonefish for food and wine, checked out Mainstreet Bar & Grill with drinks, then ended with wine at Tim and Tia’s.
Pretty fun night just chilling with Lolley-bear. Being all cute and cute-gross and whatnot.
I’m still exhausted, but I feel completely relieved that school is done.
And now, i can’t wait to spend all next week with Lolls!!!
Awww yeah, Up by Jawbone at Bonefish!
Two-a-days started today!
I’m running (probably just stick to 2 miles - at least for a while) in the mornings then more cardio at night with Lolls. As well as weights with him every other day.
Only 5 more weeks til my birthday, and I wanna look good!
Yesterday was nice. Spent the day running errands and getting Ash’s birthday gift together. Then went to Ash’s for cake and singing and presents and such. Didn’t end up going to Corner Bar, mainly because I didn’t want to be with all those people, plus it was too far for me to drive given my level of intoxication. So instead, I spent it with Lolley-Bear.
After workouts, we went to best buy, shopped around a bit. Then got ready, got drinks at Tap, then went to La Pizzeria - which was boss. Seriously, that place is my favorite place in Lafayette. Even though the ambiance is a bit off, the food is spectacular. Then we went to Carrabba’s for wine time, then walk-on’s for a beer. Had some awesome convos, and also…
Planning for my birthday! Woop woop! 6 weeks left! (also, it’s our sex-aversary hehe ONE WHOLE YEAR, SHEESH!)
Now, off to get ready to go fishing in a bit! WOOP!
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